Summary
George Washington Crosby is dying on a hospital bed in the living room of the house he built himself. He hallucinates, imagining the house falling in on him, littering his bed with the accouterments of his life. George remembers many things, "in an order he cannot control." Most of all, he remembers his father Howard, who had epilepsy and was a tinker, a jack of all trades. In the spring before his death, George had gotten the inclination to record the details of his life. He was sadly disappointed with the result, however, finding his nasal, ordinary voice unworthy to "testify about holy things," and ended up throwing the tape into the trash. As he slips in and out of consciousness, George's thoughts are fragmented. One idea leads to another, linking details of Howard's past life with George's past and present. Dreams blend with reality, and George awakens, disturbed by the silence in the room. He realizes that his beloved clocks have run down, and asks his grandson, who is taking a turn sitting at his bedside, to start them up again. He takes comfort in "the rising chorus" of their ticking; they seem to breathe, and, hearing them, his own breathing comes more easily. George dozes, and images of his own and Howard's lives parade across his mind. When he wakes again, he asks for a shave, and solicitous family members scramble to comply. George is dying of renal failure, and descends once again into a semi-conscious state, recollecting the pastoral landscape of his childhood home, and the convoluted dynamics of family relationships.
George's life blends into that of his father's as he recalls a childhood characterized by strife. Howard and his wife Kathleen work hard to conceal the fact of Howard's terrifying seizures from their offspring, and, except for once, the children never see their father in the throes of his malaise. At Christmas dinner in 1926, however, Howard is stricken suddenly and without warning as the family began their meal. The three youngest children are precipitously shuttled out of the room, while George's help is enlisted in getting a wooden spoon into his father's mouth so that he will not bite off his tongue. In the process, Howard's teeth close on George's fingers, cutting them painfully. Kathleen takes George to Doctor Box to see about his injury, and also consults with the physician about having her husband committed to an institution because he is a danger to the children. The doctor gives Kathleen a pamphlet from the Eastern Maine State Hospital, a "care facility for the insane and feeble-minded." At home, George finds the pamphlet and realizes that his father, "whom he loved and pitied and hated," is "a madman about to be taken to the madhouse." Unable to handle his feelings of anger, guilt, and empty despair, he takes his father's horse and wagon and runs away. Without knowing why, he stops at a friend's house, where Howard, pursuing on foot, easily finds him. Before bringing George home, Howard experiences "a moment of...deep love for his son, whom he at that second wished had had a chance of real escape." Howard realizes subconsciously that his wife is planning on having him committed. When he finally allows himself to see the truth and acknowledges the depth of her outrage and bitterness, he comes home from work one day but does not go in to see his family, instead setting off for parts unknown, never to return.
Howard had never told George about his own father, who was a minister, a man kind and remote. The sermons he gave were "bland and vague;"...
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in the best of times, he had had trouble channeling his insightful, passionate ruminations into the messages he delivered to his flock. The disconnect worsens as his mind becomes increasingly "unhitched from (the) world" and begins to drift away. By the time a meeting is called in the parish to address the problem of the minister's decline, Howard's father has to be dressed by his wife; "he was pale and unshaven and seemed like a child." In Howard's memory, his father "simply faded away;" inexorably, he fell away from the world and his family, and they "became his dream." Howard's recollection of the day his father died is a strange mix of fact and fantasy. He recalls his mother dressing the failing patriarch and escorting him outside, where he was taken away by church members dressed in black and riding a coach drawn by four horses. The next morning, there is no place set at the table for his father, and in answer to Howard's question, his mother replies only that his father is gone. Unable to clearly distinguish truth from illusion, Howard goes to the woods in search of his father, and after a long hike through a surrealistic landscape, encounters Old Sabbatis, "a man, like any other" who habited the area in the past and around whom legends have grown. While in the woods, Howard experiences his first epileptic seizure, and returns home with his head bloodied and his tongue so swollen that he cannot properly close his mouth. Upon seeing him, Howard's mother ministers to him dispassionately, but the grief she suppresses is evident in the ferocity with which she cleans his face and hair. Howard's mother tells him he must not speak for a week in order to allow his mangled tongue to heal, but the silence that characterized their relationship goes on much longer than that.
Family members and friends pass through the room where George lies waiting to die, similar to the way customers wanting their clocks fixed would come and go when he was well. Snippets of events from his father's life are juxtaposed with George's steady progression towards death. After leaving his family, Howard had gone to North Philadelphia and started life anew, taking on a fresh identity and marrying a woman named Megan Finn who was the polar opposite of his first wife Kathleen. Megan talked from morning until night, and she loved Howard dearly; his seizures did not upset her. They lived together happily until, in 1972, he died peacefully in his sleep next to her in their bed. When George awakens for the last time, forty-eight hours before his own death, his lungs are full of fluid and his organs are shutting down. He feels as though he is drowning, and as unconsciousness overtakes him again, he has the sensation of lying "faceup just beneath the surface of water." As George dies, a look of a promised peace beyond the realm of human consideration settles on his pallid face. George's last memory is of his father, who had come back briefly into his life at Christmas dinner in 1953. Unbeknownst to George, his father had kept track of his whereabouts since leaving a quarter of a century earlier. The two had sat on the sofa for a few minutes, catching up on things, then his father had gone away once more, saying gently, "It was good to see you again, George...Good-bye."