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What does the quote "I think that we're both turning into dust" mean in Out of the Dust?
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The quote "I think that we're both turning into dust" in Out of the Dust reflects Billie Jo's sense of despair and deterioration. It metaphorically links their physical and emotional deterioration to the dust storms' devastation. This sentiment arises from her inability to play piano due to burned hands and her father's refusal to seek medical help. The phrase "turning into dust" symbolizes their ruined health and lives, akin to the biblical "ashes to ashes, dust to dust."
In Karen Hesse's Out of the Dust, written like a
series of diary entries, Billie Jo Kelby recounts in her entry
for April 1935, titled "Let Down," how she had been
invited to play the piano for graduation. But due to the scars
from her hands having been burned, she was unable to get her hands to
work. All she could do was sit at the piano, staring at the keys until
"folks started to whisper" and "even Miss Freeland started to cry." At this
point, Billie Jo also reflects that if her father would ever go to Doc
Rice about his skin, she might be able to get advice about
healing her hands. But since she knows her father won't go to Doc
Rice, she further reflects, "I think we're both turning to dust."
Dust is often used as a metaphor for death,
such as in the metaphor the Anglican church uses during a funeral service when
delivering the deceased person's body to God: "ashes to ashes, dust to dust"
(Book of Common Prayer, "The Committal"). Hence, in saying "we're both
turning into dust," she is reflecting on their ruined, unhealthful
state in need of a doctor and thinking about just how much the
dust is destroying their lives. While Billie Jo and her father
are further from being literally killed by the dust storms than others, she
can't help but notice how much the dust is ruining their physical beings, which
makes her draw a comparison between their ruined health and
being turned into dust, just as the dead are turned
back into dust.
She particularly associates herself and her father with death due to the
accident that happened July 1934. Her father had left a pail
of kerosene by the stove, which her mother mistook for water, causing a major
fire. It's due to the fire that her mother soon died of major burns and Billie
Jo's hands became burned.
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