Non Sum Qualis Eram Bonae Sub Regno Cynarae

by Ernest Dowson

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"I Have Been Faithful To Thee, Cynara! In My Fashion"

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Context: The poet addresses this song to his lover of old, Cynara. Since their parting, he has tried to forget her; but when he lies in the arms of another love, Cynara's image intrudes itself before him and devastates him with longing for her. He cannot again be, as the title signifies, the same person he was while living under the domination of her love; he is unable to give himself, at heart, to any other woman; and although he becomes involved in other love affairs, he remains dedicated to her and thus, mentally, is always faithful to her.

Last night, ah, yesternight, betwixt her lips and mine
There fell thy shadow, Cynara! thy breath was shed
Upon my soul between the kisses and the wine;
And I was desolate and sick of an old passion,
Yea, I was desolate and bowed my head:
I have been faithful to thee, Cynara! in my fashion.

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