"The Leap" is a short story by Louise Erdrich in which the narrator moves in with her now-blind mother, Anna, to whom she feels indebted.
- The first debt was accrued when Anna, a trapeze performer, grabbed onto an electrified pole after a performance accident, saving her own life rather than falling to her death alongside her first husband.
The second debt was accrued when Anna fell in love with her second husband, the narrator's father, while recovering in the hospital.
- The third debt was accrued during a fire, when Anna crawled onto a tree and into a burning house to save the narrator.
The narrator begins by describing her mother, one half of a former blindfolded trapeze act called the Flying Avalons. Though her mother, Anna, is now blind and never even talks about her days working for the circus with her first husband, Harold Avalon, she retains much of the grace she must have possessed then. The narrator says that she owes her mother her existence three times over. First, during Anna's act one day long ago, a huge thunderstorm formed, and lightning struck the main tent pole at the circus. The trapeze Harry (her husband) was swinging on fell down, and he plummeted into the crowd and died, along with two others. Anna might have been able to grasp his ankle, potentially following him down, but she made a split-second decision to save herself and her unborn child (she was seven months pregnant). Despite her efforts, however, the child was stillborn a month or two later.
The second time is when Anna fell in love with the doctor who set her arm in the hospital after the accident. This doctor taught her to read and write, even buying her first book. Though the pair of them could have moved anywhere, Anna wanted to remain there because her child had died and was buried there, so they moved into his family's farmhouse and stayed.
The third time occurred when the narrator was seven years old. Their house caught fire, and the one set of steps up to the narrator's room was in flames. The narrator did as she'd been taught, rolling up a rug to place under her door, and waited for rescue. But it was clear to Anna that no rescue would be possible. So she stripped off her dress, climbed a tree, shimmied out onto a too-small limb, leaped the distance from its tip to her daughter's window, and saved the little girl herself.
The narrator’s mother, the surviving half of a blindfold trapeze act, has lost her sight to cataracts. She navigates her home so gracefully, never upsetting anything or losing her balance, that the narrator realizes that the catlike precision of her movements may be the product of her early training. The narrator rarely thinks about her mother’s career in the Flying Avalons, however, because her mother preserves no keepsakes from that period of her life.
The narrator owes her mother her own existence three times. The first occurred well before she was born, when her mother, then Anna of the Flying Avalons, was performing with her first husband, Harold Avalon, in the same New Hampshire town in which she still lives. The narrator got the story from old newspapers. In contrast to the West, where the narrator has lived, New Hampshire weather can change dramatically without warning. On that pleasant June day, the local people came to the circus and enjoyed the various acts while awaiting the Flying Avalons, who gracefully dropped from nowhere, like sparkling birds. Unbeknownst to the audience that day, Anna was seven months pregnant.
The finale of the Avalons’ blindfold trapeze act always had them kiss in midair. On that fateful day, however, a powerful electrical storm arose at the very moment that they began their finale. While they were in midair, their hands about to meet, lightning struck the main tent pole and sizzled down its guy wires. As the tent buckled, Harry fell, empty-handed. Realizing that something was wrong, Anna tore off her blindfold. She had time to seize her husband’s ankle and fall with him, but she...
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