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Helen Macdonald

Helen Macdonald is the author and narrator of the memoir H Is for Hawk. She was born and raised in England to working-class parents, and she became a historian, naturalist, and falconer as an adult. When the story begins, she is living and working in Cambridge as a scholar. After her father’s sudden death, Macdonald decides to raise and train a goshawk. Her story describes her journey with the hawk, Mabel, alongside her journey with grief as she comes to terms with her father’s death. Macdonald also tells the story of British author T. H. White, with whom she feels a complicated emotional connection because of his estrangement from the world and his relationship with his own goshawk, Gos.

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Macdonald is thoughtful, kind, and, for most of the memoir, solitary; she cares deeply about justice, history, and the natural world. She characterizes herself as someone who is at odds with the academic culture of Cambridge, feeling that she doesn’t quite belong. Reading her memoir, however, it becomes clear that Macdonald is a true academic in many senses: she is interested in the intersections between social history and natural history, and she is deeply curious about the workings of the world. She is a daughter in mourning, an avid researcher, and a lover of wild things.

Mabel

Mabel is Macdonald’s young goshawk, purchased from a breeder based in Northern Ireland. She is small for her breed and is of Czech, Finnish, and German ancestry. When Macdonald first sees Mabel, she feels an instant connection with her. Over the course of H Is for Hawk, the two form a trusting and affectionate bond. Mabel learns how to jump onto Macdonald’s fist, fly long distances attached to her jesses, and eventually to fly free and return to Macdonald’s fist. Mabel helps Macdonald cope with and understand her grief over the loss of her father.

The hawk is characterized as beautiful, intelligent, and shrewd. Macdonald frequently marvels at Mabel’s “prehistoric” appearance and piercing gaze. Mabel is a fast learner, and Macdonald is delighted to discover that she is also playful and sweet—qualities that have not historically been ascribed to goshawks. Mabel grows into her innate hunting instinct over the course of the memoir, which impresses and moves Macdonald; she marvels at the hawk’s ability to recognize potential prey, even in the form of illustrations in a book. At the end of the memoir, Macdonald takes Mabel to a friend’s aviary, where she will spend the moulting season. It is a sad parting for Macdonald, but a temporary one. In the aviary, the color of Mabel’s eyes and plumage will change completely.

Dad

Macdonald’s father, whom she calls Dad, dies prior to the memoir’s timeline but is nonetheless present as a character throughout H Is for Hawk. He was a loving and patient father, and his death was sudden and unexpected. A photographer and photojournalist, he was well known for capturing difficult shots in frightening or dangerous situations. Throughout the book, Macdonald remembers lessons she learned from her father: the meaning of patience, how to cope with fear, the value of paying attention to the natural world.

At his memorial, Macdonald tells a story about her father...