Progress Report 17 Summary
Charlie can feel the deterioration accelerating. He thinks about suicide as a means to avoid the inevitable, but he cannot take the shadow Charlie’s life from him. He feels that he has simply borrowed his life and now must return it. He is becoming irritable and aggressive. He plays the stereo turned up loudly all through the night, not wanting to go to sleep and waste whatever time he has left. Eventually the landlord reports him to the police. He shatters the records and leaves them lying on the floor.
At his last therapy session with Dr. Strauss, Charlie has a strange episode in which he imagines that he is trying to get into a cave full of light but keeps banging into the entrance. He is afraid of the nothingness...
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