Progress Report 17 Summary
Charlie can feel the deterioration accelerating. He thinks about suicide as a means to avoid the inevitable, but he cannot take the shadow Charlie’s life from him. He feels that he has simply borrowed his life and now must return it. He is becoming irritable and aggressive. He plays the stereo turned up loudly all through the night, not wanting to go to sleep and waste whatever time he has left. Eventually the landlord reports him to the police. He shatters the records and leaves them lying on the floor.
At his last therapy session with Dr. Strauss, Charlie has a strange episode in which he imagines that he is trying to get into a cave full of light but keeps banging into the entrance. He is afraid of the nothingness that he knows will come. He tells Dr. Strauss that he will not be back for more therapy sessions. There is no point since they both know what is going to happen.
At the lab, Charlie is finding it more difficult to type his reports. He is becoming more uncoordinated. He cannot do the mazes as fast, so he tells Burt he does not want to do them any longer. When Charlie tries to do the Rorschach Test, he finds that he cannot even remember what he was supposed to see. As with the therapy sessions, Charlie tells Burt that he will not be back for further tests.
Algernon has died, and Charlie keeps putting flowers on his grave in the backyard. He tries to read Milton, but he cannot remember all the words. He flashes back to his mother trying to teach him to read. He...
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