Surprised by Joy: The Shape of My Early Life Essay - Critical Essays

C. S. Lewis


Surprised by Joy is essentially an account of those factors that brought Lewis to a mature, adult Christian faith. The reader learns as much about what Lewis read as a child, an adolescent, and an undergraduate as he or she does about Lewis’ friendships, military experiences, or love life—the staples of much midcentury biography. Lewis begins his work with an overview of the Lewis family and his early schooling. The Lewis household emerges as a particularly bookish home; the reality he found on the pages of his parents’ extensive library seemed as tangible and meaningful to him as anything that transpired outside their doors. Lewis depicts himself and his brother, Warren, as comrades in arms, absolute confidants who shared their deepest longings and secrets without sibling rivalry—all in the happiness of the secure shelter of their parents’ Belfast home. The tranquillity of the Lewis home was shattered beyond repair, however, by the death of his mother; the rest of his saga becomes the melancholy search for the security and settledness he had taken for granted during the peace and grace of childhood.

It is this theme, the longing for a restoration of the joy he experienced as a boy, that permeates the entire volume. By “joy,” Lewis meant not mere pleasure but the sublime experience of the transcendent, the fleeting glimpse of the eternal that is occasionally mediated by earthly loves and beauties. Lewis believes that a full experience of joy will be possible only in heavenly glory at the consummation of the age, a joy to be found in the Creator who invented both world and word, person and personality. It is He alone who redeems His fallen creation and provides them with joy. From his earliest intimations of this joy, Lewis depicts himself in Surprised by Joy as precociously oriented toward the metaphysical and ultimate questions.

Lewis turned first to the written word as an outlet for this ongoing search, creating at age eight the land of Boxen, a world populated by dressed, talking animals, the precursor of what would someday be refashioned as the land of Narnia—Lewis’ magical land of children’s adventures that retell the story of the Creation, Fall, and Redemption of humankind. Later, Lewis embraced what he referred to as “northernness,” the Norse mythology that represented for him the embodiment of otherness and an escape from the mundane realities of boarding school. Before his eventual return to orthodox Christianity, however, Lewis would experiment with adolescent...

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